The _ _ _ _ _ Awakens... [Sneak peak, the שָׁנָה of 'beyond the metaphorical iceberg']

"I would have to read it...." [K]

Funny how I always told myself that my "seminary experience would be incomplete" without some biblical language studies and I always sided with Hebrew ever since the turn of the decade (during my time at T) and it may end up having a Ephesians 3:20–21 effect (the benediction at L-church-bro, L___ church). When "T" first told me I need to insert an – between verses and told me the name of it, I didn't really like the tonE because of it's similarity to people's names I already knew. But I can see now how it might have just been God's way of telling me that last names can matter as well.

 From my youth, I have never really been a big fan of the Star Wars genre. As one of my (former, divorced) uncles pointed out, the complexity of the story line isn't the same (paraphrase). Another thing is at the time, Star Wars only had like 3 films whereas in the early days Star Trek had at least 3 entire series so there's simply much more story line to follow. Like I was telling my friend S the other day about 2 to 3 weeks ago, "I like narrative therapy" and something I saw online the other day took my רוּחַ away because of it's similarity to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxmcK7QDCxE

"To be honest, I haven't seen much of this series, but I just like THE SIGN..." [MC]

"OH I SEE..." [E_]

(Before finding this video's link, this particular video in my YouTube Preview also caught my eyes: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_W9GfQrQ2A) 

Speaking of signs, I have been praying in my heart for over a week now that God will show me whether someone perhaps hopefully thinks of me in a way she values more of an Abraham Lincoln type figure (I want you for God's army type context), like just a Slight spelling correction hahahaha... depending on how she https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8SF33K1ts-E

For those who want to watch the rest of the clip, yes, he does mention marriage in a different segment of it. I believe marriage is often a popular topic in the church because it is something that everyone as G puts it: "single or double" can relate to regardless of their 1 Corinthians 7 circumstance. 

I also had a dream this morning that put me in "awaken" status so I think it is best to contextualize the above a bit, least someone misunderstands the other contexts behind it before I jump into "evangelistic mode" as per the Christian-jargon. Perhaps a post from a more secular location that shows why when you're not sure how the other parties' wishes are on things like this before 'full-blown revelation mode' will help. I will give it a Yoda-paraphrase: "If into the secure archives you go, only Matthew 17:20–23 inception you will find..." (theme, when Obi-wan goes into the recordings to see that Anakin killed the Jedi apprentices)

HEE, something else 'caught my eyes' when I had to go to the website to find the reference above:

So to clarify, I certainly do not, like the "Power verse" my bible app gave me the other day during my walk that morning when I was establishing my local 'altar-_ _ _ _ _לְ' regarding "thou shalt not commit adultery", have any adulterous intentions towards DC. 

Kind of funny how the mesh of VC style clashes with my KDC style in the designation of "DC", but I guess I just need to roll with it a little to contextual and finalize this portion of my blog since prior to DA I also knew a DB and now we are at DC haha... Besides, I don't even know what her נַעֲרָה name..., actually, now I do, 'before did not, now do...' ("before cannot..."->it's like an Asian movie paraphrase, but too many spoilers already LOL) DD... Not unlike another person I know, LOL!!! Haha, and my friend ML didn't think God can still speak in names, he gave me the Star Wars prophecy: I gave that up "a long long time ago..." ROFL... Well I guess it might be more applicable to certain contexts more than others, everyone is different. So I guess I was getting close a few years ago with my 'more intimate friend beginning around 2018' during my employment with Home Depot, but still 'not quite there yet'. 

From "the secure archives": (had to correct the spelling on this to match the above, perhaps that guest crew member was onto something?)

"Don't give up אִישׁ" [L]

I know that even if I don't have people wanting to press slander charges on me for the above that the above would at the very least raise some controversy, but please know I've given the following considerations before posting the above:

1. When it comes to a life's narrative context, this information is very dated, not unlike when Mary Conway said the resources for commentaries and etc... available through biblegateway.com aren't very good cause they are dated and people see no value in them hence why you can access them without financial investment. 

2. Though I tried my very best to "bury" [like a Luke 19:20 context] this type of information in the interest of protecting "others", recently I discovered that sometimes when it comes to https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0821640/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1 and the James 5:16 principle it isn't always the healthiest thing to keep all of this to burden yourself. Sometimes the person who really needs the most protection or 'prayer' support [M] is actually yours truly.

3. Yes, I am open to taking the above picture down again if you wish to open dialogue with me on doing so. Please be mindful though, that the person who is most hurt by the information I publish to this secured space is really myself so up until inviting a select person in recently, this blog served mostly as 'a confessional type context'. 

I'm not exactly the most experienced of expressing "Agape in a public context" (Pastoral Paraphrase), so in an effort to summarize, save on time and jump into "evangelistic mode" as I mentioned earlier, I will summarize the above by saying, perhaps the reason why decided not to steal Lucas Film's title of the film has something to do with this *wink*... and I guess I will also have to contextualize by telling you all that ever since some relationships in my life had gone sour, I haven't been 'looking my best' in other words, especially as a man who typically doesn't put on makeup or really has a reason to, "it shows". However, I looked in the mirror this morning and had a better appreciation for what I saw, so I am beginning to see how God is 'rebuilding my וְרָחֵל, הָיְתָה, יְפַת-תֹּאַר, וִיפַת מַרְאֶה' =)

Speaking of marriage, I have continued to be "faithful" [R] as much as time permits to what I learned in the workshop I took at 'M-Church bro, M-church, LOL'... Oh I see... maybe we're going somewhere with this... But again, no spoilers ROFL... Back 'on point' to try to cultivate through the AGW group, the people who are Matthew 7:7–14ing using my various background in the area of Christian courtship and dating practices both on a theoretical level as well as I have been praying about it and seeking many years and simply not finding as per the title of MB's book: "the one" (perhaps not until now =) ) [https://www.amazon.ca/One-Trust-Sovereign-Future-Marriage/dp/1986848043/ref=sr_1_9?dchild=1&keywords=ballenger&qid=1610457564&sr=8-9] and yes, this is just one of many books I've read on the subject matter in full. 

There are no limits to when I can or cannot write to this blog other than limits set by other circumstances such as needing to write papers for school or try to earn money etc... However, to close off this particular entry, because "a long long time ago", my continued faith in the institution of marriage (which BTW, leads me to discover there may have been a deeper meaning as to why I haven't been wearing my LOTR ring as much as I ought to recently in a 'married versus unmarried' norm context), LOL W is right, my commentary in parenthesis can be quite long at times. Anyhow, to the point, it brought an older acquaintance to new or rejuvenated faith in the Lord, so it is in that context, I hope my own faith can do the same. RW paraphrase: "There is POWER in a אִישׁ who follows the rhythm of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T6wbugWrfLU..." pick a "star-date" from my public bible? O-KAY... -> https://life-of-agent-k.blogspot.com/2010/02/8-i-gladly-bend-knee-8-but-worship-8.html

As per the idiomatic "mic drop", I believe I don't need to type further here for today, it is "good enough" [K].

So I've only taken half of a standard seminary's required Hebraic language studies but even so, I do recall some of the vocab we've covered so far, so in this excerpt of the lyrics to this Hillsongs composition, I will CAPITALIZE all the words I know have an equivalent in Hebrew in interest of saving time not to dig them all up right now (in some cases, it's not word for word, but there's an entire phrase that is idiomatic and commonly found in Hebrew):

רוּחַ LEAD me where my TRUST (the Hebraic word often used in OT in lieu of "faith") is without (<-Hebrew has a 'negative particle' that can commonly substitute "without") BORDERS
Let me WALK upon the WATERS (depending on how you work the Hebrew, doable, i.e. Genesis 1:1–2)
Wherever (Hebrew does have generic words for location, remote, near, etc..) YOU would CALL me
Take me deeper than my FEET could ever WANDER (not exactly a one-to-one as Conway would say, but there is examples of "wandering")
And my FAITH (see first line) will be made stronger (strong is a verb I believe, so if you work it correctly?)
IN THE PRESENCE (Hebrew: "In the face of..." AKA "before", "In the midst of") of my Savior

98 degrees paraphrase...: (8) If you're asking does Jesus love you this much? He does... (8)