Friday, December 31, 2010

(8) Another year over....and a new one just began... (8)

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Though I don't know how many people have been following my blog ever since the 7 months of silence, I am actually glad God brought my attention back to this blog again because it reminded me of many things God has already done in the past when I have suffered similar incidents that it gives me 'more confidence' now that God can provide for me in that area and then some :) I'M SORRY...

In spite of the sympathy I feel for Paul Morris and all my other friends who have had bad news this year, 2010 has also been an eventful year for me. Yes, it was also full of disappointments such as when I had to miss out on my ministry opportunity in the summer and when I couldn't get the OSAP funding I needed for tuition and what not in January for the winter 2010 term.

But at the same time, I've also allowed a lot of Romans 12 to work in me and through these challenges and praying for the challenges of others I feel God has continued building upon me the spirit of love and servant hood I know he wants me to have as His prince [Romans 8:16-17, Ephesias 3:2-6].

I've also had the opportunity to experience the 'full-*seminary*' experience being in the community here at Residence and it's allowed me to really enjoy what people praised Urbana for except on a smaller, but much longer term scale. I am finally beginning to see the light on what my friend (who also prophesied 1 John 4 to me once in prayer) said that it's a blessing to be able to live at *seminary* and both bless and be blessed by the community. Especially those of you who know me know that I truly do suffer from the 'delayed adolescence' Morris talked about in his sermon that night and it's great to be in a community that is loving and understanding rather than judgmental and condescending of my inability to do the small things sometimes, such as forgetting to check whether I had cleared ALL of my clothing out of the washer before starting the dryer... Interesting analogy for the OTHER 'small things' that are important and do matter before one tries to take on the bigger task if you know what I'm saying ;)

I'm working on an article for the Canon describing just how blessed my family experience here at *seminary* has been and how much I still love the community despite when my buttons were sometimes pushed, but at the same time, that's 'family' and that's life. Besides, being home now for the holidays, I've come to realize just how much worse being with my immediate family is in comparison and I really miss you guys! i-AV: "OUCH..." ;)

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry CHRISTmas Prince K's blog followers...

Funny thing as some of you might know I didn't really need my spiritual director to identify that I am indeed a Prince of King Jesus as I knew a friend from way back who already identified this fact whose devotion to Jesus in this matter helped a lot in my drawing closer to God through recent experiences. (8) Lord with all my heart, I worship you... (8) So I also forgive the person of whom it was difficult to go to those measures to stop something, I'M SORRY...AS WELL though.

Anyhow let's switch topic...Merry CHRISTmas...(8)...there is just one thing I need ...(8). I'm actually also trying to fund raise for that amount of tuition I couldn't cover back in Winter 2010....There was no OSAP that came in since I couldn't get registered for that required 3rd course at the time....I'll need some prayers over this as well, $3000 normally isn't hard to come up with but the other thing is any money I make from this point forward will be taken into account for the amount of funding I am currently/will be receiving from OSAP so therefore if I were to continue full time there's no income I can earn myself that will cover this previous loan I ousted out with my credit card on the expectation that I would be receiving OSAP funding for that term.

I wanted to post this before Christmas was over, so I may not have added the audio file for you guys yet, but here is an Oldie, but a Goodie (haha, like me) you might enjoy:

As little children we'd dream of Christmas morn
And all the gifts and toys we knew we’d find
But we never realized a baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We are the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by we learned more of our gifts
The giving of ourselves and what that means
On a dark and cloudy day a man hung crying in the rain
Because of love
Because of love

*Chorus

I finally found the reason for living
It’s in giving every part of my heart to Him (every part to Him)
And all that I do every word that I say (you know I’ll be saying)
I will give all my life just for Him, just for Him (every thing for Him)

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give (all that he could give all)
To show us the reason to live

#He is the reason to live
(don’t you know do you know the reason
that he came, oh he came to save us
when he gave his life for us) he suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave everything (everything that He had He gave)
To show us the reason to live

*chorus + # together
Don’t know how I could thank Jesus all that he had all..
*chorus + # together

[http://www.sing365.com/music/lyric.nsf/We-Are-The-Reason-lyrics-Avalon/CFBB10A1543E84F448256E6300052823]

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

"Since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses..."

Single and married alike will stand up and shout "SAVE US..." to those that doubted I have wisdom from God because I was single and didn't know what I was talking about.... I'll softly wanna whisper: "Noooo...." THANK GOD I'M CHRISTIAN!

The word of the Lord came to me: O Mortal, speak to your people and say to them, If I bring the sword upon a land, and the people of the land take one of their number as their sentinel; and if the sentinel sees the sword coming upon the land and blows the trumpet and warns the people; then if any who hear the sound of the trumpet do not take warning, and the sword comes and takes them away, their blood shall be upon their own heads. They heard the sound of the trumpet and did not take warning; their blood shall be upon themselves. But if they had taken warning, they would have saved their lives. But if the sentinel sees the sword coming and does not blow the trumpet, so that the people are not warned, and the sword comes and takes any of them, they are taken away in their iniquity, but their blood I will require at the sentinel’s hand.

So you, mortal, I have made a sentinel for the house of Israel; whenever you hear a word from my mouth, you shall give them warning from me. If I say to the wicked, ‘O wicked ones, you shall surely die’, and you do not speak to warn the wicked to turn from their ways, the wicked shall die in their iniquity, but their blood I will require at your hand. But if you warn the wicked to turn from their ways, and they do not turn from their ways, the wicked shall die in their iniquity, but you will have saved your life.
Now you, mortal, say to the house of Israel, Thus you have said: ‘Our transgressions and our sins weigh upon us, and we waste away because of them; how then can we live?’ Say to them, As I live, says the Lord God, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from their ways and live; turn back, turn back from your evil ways; for why will you die, O house of Israel? And you, mortal, say to your people, The righteousness of the righteous shall not save them when they transgress; and as for the wickedness of the wicked, it shall not make them stumble when they turn from their wickedness; and the righteous shall not be able to live by their righteousness* when they sin. Though I say to the righteous that they shall surely live, yet if they trust in their righteousness and commit iniquity, none of their righteous deeds shall be remembered; but in the iniquity that they have committed they shall die. Again, though I say to the wicked, ‘You shall surely die’, yet if they turn from their sin and do what is lawful and right— if the wicked restore the pledge, give back what they have taken by robbery, and walk in the statutes of life, committing no iniquity—they shall surely live, they shall not die. None of the sins that they have committed shall be remembered against them; they have done what is lawful and right, they shall surely live.

Yet your people say, ‘The way of the Lord is not just’, when it is their own way that is not just. When the righteous turn from their righteousness, and commit iniquity, they shall die for it.* And when the wicked turn from their wickedness, and do what is lawful and right, they shall live by it.* Yet you say, ‘The way of the Lord is not just.’ O house of Israel, I will judge all of you according to your ways!
In the twelfth year of our exile, in the tenth month, on the fifth day of the month, someone who had escaped from Jerusalem came to me and said, ‘The city has fallen.’ Now the hand of the Lord had been upon me the evening before the fugitive came; but he had opened my mouth by the time the fugitive came to me in the morning; so my mouth was opened, and I was no longer unable to speak.
The word of the Lord came to me: Mortal, the inhabitants of these waste places in the land of Israel keep saying, ‘Abraham was only one man, yet he got possession of the land; but we are many; the land is surely given to us to possess.’ Therefore say to them, Thus says the Lord God: You eat flesh with the blood, and lift up your eyes to your idols, and shed blood; shall you then possess the land? You depend on your swords, you commit abominations, and each of you defiles his neighbour’s wife; shall you then possess the land? Say this to them, Thus says the Lord God: As I live, surely those who are in the waste places shall fall by the sword; and those who are in the open field I will give to the wild animals to be devoured; and those who are in strongholds and in caves shall die by pestilence. I will make the land a desolation and a waste, and its proud might shall come to an end; and the mountains of Israel shall be so desolate that no one will pass through. Then they shall know that I am the Lord, when I have made the land a desolation and a waste because of all their abominations that they have committed.

As for you, mortal, your people who talk together about you by the walls, and at the doors of the houses, say to one another, each to a neighbour, ‘Come and hear what the word is that comes from the Lord.’ They come to you as people come, and they sit before you as my people, and they hear your words, but they will not obey them. For flattery is on their lips, but their heart is set on their gain. To them you are like a singer of love songs,* one who has a beautiful voice and plays well on an instrument; they hear what you say, but they will not do it. When this comes—and come it will!—then they shall know that a prophet has been among them.

...the next generation

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