Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Haven't updated in a while...

I realized I haven't updated in a while, there are quite a number of entries sitting as drafts I hope to be able to post later/soon...So much for my commitment to try to write a reflection on the monthly "directional" sermons, although last month was pretty personal, but I ought to because I feel comming back from the CCF retreat that God really has given me answers on some of the things I have been reflecting on... Life has been keeping me pretty busy and I shutter to think how things will be like when/if my *seminary* application or other seminaries I will apply to if they don't accept me finally falls through... But I suppose a part of me may have a specific reason for trying to keep myself so busy...

Everytime I quote a secular song being someone who loves to sing so much, it sucks to think back to how an ex-friend whom I guess you can say "rebuked" about having put some lyrics with "lie to me" on her blog without explaination which may give some people the wrong idea in terms of her image as a Christian... but I feel these lyrics do reflect some of the answers I got at the CCF retreat and it relates to another entry I had blogged earlier and not sure if I finished/posted it or not:

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go
I don't want to make you face this world alone
I want to let you go (alone)

I've tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

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