Sunday, September 24, 2006

How can I tell Him about you?

SO how can I tell God there's a love in my life? What way is most appropriate for me to profess and pray about this? How do I tell God not to be jealous and that it's only a little bit of Eros tainting Agape... do people think about such things in their ""dating""?

Here's a "secular classic"...

. : Lobo - How Can I Tell Her : .

She knows when I'm lonesome.
She cried when I'm sad.
She's up in the good times.
She' s down in the bad.
Whenever I'm discouraged.
She knows just what to do.
But girl, she doesn't know about you.

I can tell her my troubles.
She makes them all seem right.
I can make up excuses.
Not to hold her at night.
We can talk of tomorrow.
I'll tell her things that I want to do.
But girl, how can I tell her about you?

How can I tell her about you?
Girl, please tell me what to do.
Everything seems right whenever I'm with you.
So girl, won't you tell me.
How to tell her about you?

How can I tell her I don't miss her whenever I'm away.
How can I say it's you and I think of every single night and day.
But when is it easy telling someone we're through.
Ah girl, help me tell her about you


Or rather, stage 2, POST Christianity...

He knows when I'm lonesome.
He cried when I'm sad.
He's up in the good times.
He' s down in the bad.
Whenever I'm discouraged.
He knows just what to do.
But girl, He doesn't know about you.

I can tell Him my troubles.
He makes them all seem right.
I can make up excuses.
Not to hold Him at night.
We can talk of tomorrow.
I'll tell Him things that I want to do.
But girl, how can I tell Him about you?

How can I tell Him about you?
Girl, please tell me what to do.
Everything seems right whenever I'm with you.
So girl, won't you tell me.
How to tell Him about you?

How can I tell Him I don't miss Him whenever I'm away.
How can I say it's you and I think of every single night and day.
But when is it easy telling someone we're through.
Ah girl, help me tell Him about you


Now to go "Christian" style with the CLASSIC that I want to sing again... ;)

Only God couLd Love you more...

I asked the Lord for someone,
and I always knew that in God's time and in God's way
it would be someone like you.
All my hopes and all my dreams
were suddenly fulfilled
It's almost unbelievable
our love is in his will.

Only God could love you more,
for he gave me this love I have for you.
What a blessing to know He's your Lord,
For only God could love you more, than I do.

I'm tempted to be saying ,
that we met by chance
But God was there at every turn,
In every circumstance
To share this life God gave me
seems such a fearful task,
But every moment we have shared
is more than I could ask

Friday, September 22, 2006

WAR DECLARED!!!! Secular -> Spiritual....

As the famous line in the movie Dragon Heart goes....

"My quest is in vanity.... my quest is Spiritual..... Spirtual...." *falls off his "high horse"?* Actually I believe in the movie and HisStory, it was a donkey in both....*raises eyebrow*

Anyhow, I've been CRITIZED by a friend of, hmm... go figure, someone who ignores me, and perhaps also "a friend of a friend of mine" that my blog is becomming "too Christian", too much "about God" and not enough about my life perhaps??? I dunno?!??! What is it they want to read on my blog anyhow? "Sex drugs and rock and roll???" It is not the quantity of praise I care about, but the QUALITY.... I may get more "Woweeee"S, from "Sex, Drugs and..." perhaps Satan, but I rather have God's praise, "than the praise of men..." [John 12:43]

So I say, "Bring it"... "Jesus reloaded...." "Jesus inside...." Only when one makes that "U-turn" to God as my church intern puts on his rear bumper or answers the "call to revolution" does one truly can receive reconcilation and peace with God and all of His creation, I have another entry on that soon "in the works..."

Well, so why the weird title? Why this change in me? Well seeing how other people have choosen to write about certain stuff and ME in their blog, I have now declared INTER-BLOGLOTIC WAR!!! Not just on those who perhaps don't share my so called "Selfish" viewpoint, but I want to declare war on the REAL ENEMY behind it all, the one who's deceived us and caused them to think perhaps one of us are misinterpreting God's plan, but God perhaps just has different plans for us and we can and should be perhaps in God's eyes "agreeing to disagree"ing, but instead, alias... [ai...] perhaps they ignore me because they've fallen into the "lies of the enemy"...

"If you forgive anyone, I also forgive him. And what I have forgiven—if there was anything to forgive—I have forgiven in the sight of Christ for your sake, 11in order that Satan might not outwit us. For we are not unaware of his schemes." [2 Corinthians 2:10-12]

Opps??? I just did it didn't I??? I did what I've Seen otherS do in their blogs, quote the "scary bible"?!?!? Oh well, what can I say? "That's the way... uh huh... uh huh... I blog it..." I hope my blog can related to the youngsters of today and in some way influence their lives to improve their relationship with God and to one another as God has commanded us, all for the expansion of his Kingdom, his glory and to help us better ICIC... Imitate Christ, Influence Community....

Remember....

'Jesus knew their thoughts and said to them: "Any kingdom divided against itself will be ruined, and a house divided against itself will fall.' [Luke, He is your Father->11:17]

I've experienced God today! And also experienced something else perhaps, hehe... not only at work, but I've had a bad week, yet I've seen "the shadow proves the sunshine", I've seen "God at work..." and it's true like near those last episodes in stage 4 of Initial D and I quote... (not necessarily in orDer)

"I used to have a figure like that when I was your age...Play around when are young..."

"I'm sure it's easy for you to attract LOTS of girls..."

"When you get old and have a figure like me...it's not very attractive to the ladies!"

"But, actually, the feeling you get when you finally get a girl to notice you after (all that hard work), it's a feeling that can never be replaced or replicated..."

Basically something you don't get if it's EASY to "get the girl..."

Ok, some more SECULAR first... it's also interesting to note that I usually don't watch Stargate Atlantis or maybe it was SG-1 and I happen to only stumble on this episode today because I just got off the phone after maybe the 3rd or 4th hour or longer conversation this week and needed something to do while I ate... like now I need something TO DO, while I try to prep myself for sleep... I've been awake "LONG time".... God must be doing another miracle....God, "me Love you long time!"

Anyhow the episode was about how the team, one of the members decided to falsely inpersonate, what is probably their "false God" anyhow, and it backfires. Another opposing, what they (SG-1 them) thought to be "false" also or another scam...

"He's pretty good too..." Inmitator woman: "We're dead..."

Turns out perhaps to be true! As their science couldn't solve the illness of those believing in the FEMALE, haha how ironic, God's rule... they tried to heal them with science, it worked for a bit, but they still relapsed into sickness which seemly had no cure... so what proceeded was that the Stargate base send in a medical envoy, but with all their technology, could not find the cause or cure for the disease as they had hope to disprove this "FALSE" God... and later the rep, prophet or maybe "Jesus" comes in and declares stuff like "The day of reckoning is comming.... The day of reckoning is here... see what evil you have caused by your unbelief...Their faith is the only thing that will save them..." even the woman was was the false God on the team, kept insisting it was all her fault and none of the tragedy would have happened to these portalled people had they not gone there. And as the "chief medical officer" declared, "I hate to say it, but nothign short of a miracle will save these people..." so then guess what??? It actually happens from the representation of the so called "FALSE" religion, and the bullets they try to use to kill him are stopped dead like Matrix style and the miracle happens, the team is also forgiven, the sick are healed, even those that died are RAISED FROM THE DEAD... and then the prophet or whoever, maybe Messiah who saves the day says "Tell others what you have seen here today"... Altogether at the same time, being quite "hideous" to look at, like Jesus style yo.... the episode ends in that cliff hanger....

But I hope not to let this "episode" of my life end there, here are the last few chapters of this week's "gospel" in my "everyday christianity"...I want to "tell others"... I want to FIGHT this war... and God willing, God will win!!! And perhaps, just maybe, somebody.... err.... nevermind.... (gets the girl...) Hmpf.... definetly NOT me :'( "Unlovable..."

I will now proceed with my own version of a movie quote blog entry, but not LOTR, another movie, not as popular, but SO GOOD... not sure if you've seen it.... "Greener Fields..." or as the saying goes "The grass is greener on the other side..."

Greener Fields
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Pro -> Protanganist
Coach -> His soccer coach (this is a "soccer movie")
Girl/Her -> "He GETS the girl..." go figure....
Sista -> His foster sister in the adopting American family, turns out to be a REAL half or maybe more blood related sister in the end, opps a "SPOILER" :P
Manager -> University/School dean

Sista is ATTRACTED to Pro at first, but later he leaves them and it kinda dies, how sad :P

Coach: It's Logical... he used to be the hot shot, before you arrived....

Girl: Hi.......

Sista: Are you including your boyfriend Dave???

Girl: Ex-boyfriend Megan....

Sista: I see you're hear crashing the party alone (or something along those lines).


Coach: I tell you not to look for fowls...



Pro: I didn't think I'll be fouled by my own team....


Coach: What do you think you are? You're HOT STUFF?!?! You don't have what it takes to be a winner you understand??? Give me 25 laps....


Coach: I saved your ass out there... if I didn't make you run those laps....


Coach: We're guests in this country you here me?!?!




(Teammate) You know if you can get her away from him... score one for the good guys....


(Her) I thought you needed a ride... get in...


(Her) Well you're definetely in trouble and if you don't do something about Dave, he's going to mess you around and then his friends are going to start in on you....



(Her) No he stays here... he's my guest....


(Enemy) He's everyone's guest, everywhere,.... ever wonder why he's never home....



(Her) Why don't you ever have it out with him... beat him up or something, just defend yourself (Protanganist...)



(Foster Dad) I lied... I'm not a friend of your father's.... I was a friend of your mother's.... We fell into each other... but she was already spoken for.... I was angry.... she knew it was impossible, I knew it was impossible and then I saw them married.... .... ....I knew when I saw you, but right away, I went down.... Your mother didn't want to see me.... .... .... (climax missed it)... I wanted you to have it all, everything... because you are my son!

Me: As she would say.... "Oh dang!!!"


("Dad") He should have waited....

Pro: You lied??!?! You lied to me 17 years....

("Dad"): What kinda life would you have had???

Pro: (blah blah...) oh ya, your Bastard son eh?

Pro: What else do I need to know? You got my mother pregant and ran away... (blah)... I hate you, I hate you...

Half sister (who's infatuated with him, protaganist): What did you say to him? I'm not a child anymore, you're trying to protect me from him? I love him and you can't keep me from him...



Coach: Who do you know tells the truth all the time??? People lie cause they don't want to hurt others....


Coach: The best advice I'm every going to give you... can't take the heat?... get a job in the Kitchen....


"Sista": I want things to be ok at home... stay with us....

Pro: Please go away...

"Sista": My father welcome you into our home... you used our family... my father and mother and me... you really are an asshole you know that....

Coach: You want me to hit the next person that comes looking for you? (sarcastically)

Manager: Don't get changed... you have a day off... (tap that! :O :P)

Coach (training): You're looking pretty good, for a skinny kid....

(he starts to "tap that"... "go new guy... go new guy..." ever seen THAT movie? :P)

Foster Dad: Many people try to have a family, but he chose to leave us we have to respect his wishes... (daughter/half-daughter walks away...)

Dad (actually real): We can't go on and pretend like nothing happened... we should do something, after we are supposed to be "civilized".... (In Italian) She was already married 5 years, what was I supposed to do?

Son: If it was too late then, it is too late now...

Me: Hehe, the "too late" words, like in the Sunday sermon.

(Hehe, girl helps me with his rehab when his knee busted up from her EX... if he messes it up by pushing it, he could forever be unable to play soccer... girl "teases" him to get back in pool...)

Board member: Don't be so hasty... With (pro) gone, we may need Dave (ex) to help us win the game.... don't bench him, etc... etc...

(coach quits and walks out, to "do the right thing..."... as he put it "Then I guess I'm done...")

Board member: Think about it... soccer is not a popular sport in America, you're going to have a difficult time finding another coaching job, in fact you're going to have a hard time finding another job at all....

(Your typically last sports game in movies follows... the opposing team plays dirty... the "hero" saves the day after something stops him from playing the first half or whatever... but as I predicted, unexpected twist, he passes to his enemy for an assist....enemy gives him a helping hand up, he begins to trust him.... Aww.... "that's what I'm talking about!!!" Girlfriend sticks for her injured "dude in distress" in a "cheap shot", "referee, are you blind??!?!" His knee looks bad... is he going to save the day??? Is he going to sacrifice his knee or his possible, even professional career as a player to to make the shot?!?!? Can he do it?!?! Will it do it? Am I even building any suspense at all? :P His girl watches on... he runs, he kicks, it goes up, perfect arc.... barely misses the pole and goes in.... WOOOOOO.... darm cha! Darm cha!!! I hope I can do one for God like that one day...He gets the girl and kissed too.... "Hmmm...." His foster/real dad gets married so that they can formally adopt "I think I can clear that up..." "Daddy gets some" love too... hehe...What do you think LT and CW?)

Here is some theme music, start with some funny secular moded into Christian....

Even though I feel I'm TOO YOUNG :P V laughed at me (rolls eyes) for Apostles, we are the OLD team, so here is some OLD Classic, from the retros yo... MJ... Billie Jean!!!

Billie Jean...
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She was more like a beauty queen from a movie scene
I said don't mind, but what do you mean I am the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round
She said I am the one, who will dance on the floor in the round

She told me her name was Billie Jean, as she caused a scene
Then every head turned with eyes that dreamed of being the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round

People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And mother always told me be careful of who you love
And be careful of what you do 'cause the lie becomes the truth

Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son

For forty days and for forty nights
The law was on her side
But who can stand when she's in demand
Her schemes and plans
'Cause we danced on the floor in the round
So take my strong advice, just remember to always think twice
(Do think twice)

She told my baby we'd danced till three, then she looked at me
Then showed a photo my baby cried his eyes were like mine (oh, no!)
'Cause we danced on the floor in the round, baby

People always told me be careful of what you do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
She came and stood right by me
Then the smell of sweet perfume
This happened much too soon
She called me to her room

Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son

Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son

She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
Billie Jean is not my lover
She's just a girl who claims that I am the one
But the kid is not my son
She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son

She says I am the one, but the kid is not my son
She says I am the one

Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

Not my lover
Not my lover
Not my lover
Not my lover

Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)
Billie Jean is not my lover (she is just a girl)

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

Jesus Christ...
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He was not like a beauty queen from a prom scene
People don't mind, but what do you mean He is the one?
Who will dance on the floor in the world...
God said He is the one, who will dance on the floor in the world...

He told me His name was Jesus Christ, as He caused a scene
Then every head turned with eyes that dreamed of being the one
Who will dance on the floor in the world...

People always told me don't hit it down third baseline
Tim's going to be breaking young girls' hearts
And mother Susie always told her be careful of who you love
...be careful of what you do 'cause the lie becomes the truth (like those pics :P <- br="" not="" sung="">
Jesus Christ is my lover
He's just a man who claims that God is the Son
But the Christ is God's son
God's says I am the one, but Jesus is my true son

For forty days and for forty nights
The law was on his side
But who can stand when evil's in demand
Satan schemes and plans
'Cause we danced on the floor in the world
So take my strong advice, just remember to always think twice
(Do think twice)

She told my Pastor we'd danced to be free, then she looked at me
Then showed a photo baby Jesus cried his eyes were like mine (oh, no!)
'Cause we danced on the floor in the world, Christian

People always told me don't hit it down third baseline
Tim's going to be breaking young girls' hearts
He came and stood right by me
Then the smell of sweet incense
This happened much too soon
He called me inner room

Jesus Christ is my lover
He's just a man who claims that God is the Son
But the Christ is God's son

Jesus Christ is my lover
He's just a man who claims that God is the Son
But the Christ is God's son
God's says I am the one, but Jesus is my true son

He's just a man who claims that God is the Son
Jesus Christ is my lover
He's just a man who claims that God is the Son
But the Christ is God's son
He's just a man who claims that God is the Son

He's just a man who claims that God is the Son
He says Christ is the one

Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover
Billie Jean is not my lover

Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is
Billie Jean is

Jesus lover
Jesus lover
Jesus lover
Jesus lover

Jesus Christ is my lover
He's just a man who claims that God is the one
But the Christ is God's son
God's says I am the one, but Jesus is my true son
lover

Jesus Christ is our lover (He is just a man)
Jesus Christ is our lover (He is just a man)
Jesus Christ is our lover (He is just a man)
Jesus Christ is our lover (He is just a man)

Jesus Christ is
Jesus Christ is

Jesus Christ is our lover
Jesus Christ is our lover

Jesus Christ is
Jesus Christ is

Jesus Christ is our lover
Jesus Christ is our lover

Jesus Christ is
Jesus Christ is

Here is the song I say goes with John 16...


So look inside yourself and decide, am I really the one who needs this so called "Professional help" which my Pastor, being in Ontario, Ministers are considered "Professional" is QUALIFIED to give anyhow, not to mention, heaven forbid, God incarnate Himself! Ooooo.... SCARY!!!! "Don't shut Him out of your Life!" Who's to decide what's REAL and what's NOT? I would say as my mom, a pagan sometimes says "movies is life... life is movies.... " or as Shakespeare put it "All the world's a stage, all the men and women merely players..." How about bible?

"This is the plan determined for the whole world; this is the hand stretched out over all nations." [Isaiah 14:26]

"If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you. [John 15:18-19]

I say, God says it best, so I think He should be the one to decide who needs HELP and what's REAL and what's NOT or WILL BE!!! [God cha!!!!]

...the next generation

Not sure who invented it, but presently, it has been a number of years ago now that I have heard someone express that "a generation is ...