Interrupt of an Interrupt...

I know I promised some other blogs here today, but I've been busy the whole day, God has just done so much for me today, perhaps praying with my friend last night was a real blessing and God provided me with a day full of activities up until the very last minute before I go to bed to distract me from thinking about THAT issue. As a result I don't have time to finish those two blog entries yet, but again it is like an interrupt (or interruption) within an interrupt as we would call it in the Computer Engineering or real-time operating systems world.

Anyhow, omiting those jargons, this one crazy joke I came up with as an answer or medicine to the depressing feelings I'm getting over those issues is just TOO GOOD to not share, it's so funny (to me right now)! I think I can laugh myself to sleep, no "mom", it's not the one I shared with you on the phone, not like you ever read my blog anyway (assuming you stiLL don't), but it does related to our phone conversation somewhat, thanks :D

Joke
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Hmm... so it's better to get married younger if one wants to have kids cause one has more energy, statima etc... But something I remember about what PJ told me about our time being single as a time to develop closer to God and similiar to what JH writes in his books, it's a "season" or time period dating or married people can never get back, a time to grow closer to God one on one that can never be done in the same way again once one is involved with another person. And it's true, for me these 25 years have truly prepared me and like Jesus who was single all his life, these last 7 years have really help God grow my faith to the point when I feel I am ready to take the next step in Ministry.

Ok, without further adieu, let's get on with the joke! Oooo yeah, this is a real floor roller, or in my case I don't think the bed will stop shaking on me tonight on this one (from my laughing, get your mind out of the gutter :P)... And again, when you read those entries I was going to finish, you'll see I mean no offense to my dating/married friends... So then what about those people who start dating and/or get married at a younger age (younger than the average age of marrying, not sure if the figure is for North America or a worldwide figure, but it's 33 so I'm "younger" than that average too at the moment, but not for long), perhaps for the purpose of raising childern? LOL, does it mean (i.e. God knows) "They aren't build strong to last long?" Ooohohohohoh... LOL, LOL, LOL....

So jokes... but in a way the jokes shorta on me, as some of you know my health hasn't always been too notch despite my efforts to say healthy, I guess not being able to sleep recently at night hasn't helped at all in that area... so as a result of me perhaps not having long to live, that might be why God has been nudging me and giving me so many positive signs that He wants me to step up to fulfill his call like NOW or ASAP and also why I'm still single I guess, cause I might not have long left... Like the line I should have included in my last blog entry about my constant crying. I heard it can lead to impotency or the inability to have kids, it almost happened to my younger brother once, he had to have surgery, not sure if it affects OLDER males too, but "not like I'll ever have a chance to use it to make kids though..." :( Perhaps it's again, what I want, versus what GOD wants of me... if I truly don't have long to live, I shouldn't have kids, not that I'm even near worrying about that now cause even though friends around me are being married off at the alarming rate of the movie "The Bachelor" except perhaps with a even shorter # of years span, I still don't even have a girlfriend yet... Argh, I won't be surpised if one day if I become more involved at the childern's ministry at my own church or a friend's church to be asked that same question by another little kid "How come you don't have a girlfriend? My brother's 22 (or perhaps it'll be like HALF my age the next time I'm asked), he has a girlfriend..." Ya, ya, ya, I don't have the heart to tell you this kid, but ("shut up") pleazzzeeeee...(the African American slang way of saying "please)