LOL, this is just to go along with our Sunday School joke about a "one-night-stand" with Jesus. It's pretty jokes. Also yesturday was just plan amazing, totally God lead the whole day, I'll have a very interesting story to tell tommorow about my walk with God towards trying too see where He can best use me in full-time Ministry.
Ok right now I'm going to get really emotional.... It's funny, cause at our workshop yesturday the speaker was telling us how we're really excited to go to seminaries and serve God at first, but then later we kinda cool down and get more a more mature mindset about it. Actually I do have a "mature mindset" about it, I know I can't afford it right now, but maybe I really need to submit, I mean I could always go back to school for a few years even if I need to take out another loan. Besides, all these consequences I'm facing now are a result of my disobedience 7 years ago. For me it's kinda the opposite, my excitement to serve God was dampened by my fear at first, I wasn't even brave enough to step up and sign that thing we usually sign at church for dedicating ourselves to full-time ministry. And now it's like I'm afraid, oh ya... I'm VERY AFRAID... but at the same time, the "excitement" is so great that I can't take it anymore. I feel as though if I don't give my heart to Him to serve Him RIGHT NOW, I'm going to die! It's actually better to read some "unfinished entries" I have first to get the big picture, but I haven't finished typing those yet. I've been busy trying to sort things out in my mind.
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